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7/12/2025
Sitting in It / From Text with Doug
Doug, you’ll never believe what just happened because I can’t believe what just happened.
The most gross, terrifying & dangerous situation has left me very weak.
when I was using the restroom, the commode clogged, but I didn’t hear it or sense it like I usually can. So as I’m grabbing the toilet paper and getting ready to use it, the water in the toilet ran up to the very top and covered my entire perineal area.
So I had to try to figure out something because I was half standing over the toilet and not fully standing because I didn’t know how I was gonna clean myself. I tried a few things, but I couldn’t remain in that half standing position. this is very dangerous for me. My quads were giving out I was starting to fall. Anyway, I did the best I could and I poured in the GG to see if that might work. Now I’m sitting on the couch on my chux crying.
I hate my life
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7/6/25
Two open bottles of salsa / 2 sea salts open / 2 open box of straw